Once again I quote, being with Saptashrungi devi worshipping is only my life time asset. This era , after 51th year - Saptashrungi devi had not given me single - Single & not even single life running basic primary requirements of life for survival, this primary needs also not satisfied means this devi has not given me anything which actually I owned- I conquer - I have won - I am winner of various systems and no wish ever fulfill by Saptashrungi devi. Means which I righteously owned that Saptashrungi devi has not given single primary survival wish also not come to exist. No desire, no single requirements of life to survive that also Saptashrungi devi has not allotted. But, my faith-trust and confidence in Saptashrungi godess never become less. What Durga - Saptashrungi devi doing is only and only my destruction of life health and several plenty times of my body fluids extraction is being done by Durga- Saptashrungi devi but my wish my soul still want to continue with Saptashrungi devi - Durga Devi, a real extraction of my Streangth - Power and mental abilities disable made by Durga Saptashrungi devi only. But, Still I felt must be some reason why such things both devi's are doing with me despite of consent permission were not done. Why made me thirsty for basic requirements of life that not come to know. But still I want to continue with both Saptashrungi devi & Durga. Always made devotional equation in devi system. Also computed equation had been done in past but not given my own thing. After 51th year, I have not received any single rupee denomination of any currency despite of I owned righteousness money but money could be not my whole and sole criteria, my ability is not come back. My mastery on various systems also not with me. Means both godess had not given me single basic primary requirements of life that also not fulfill but I really don't mind much and till life end till my life exists I am going to remain with Saptashrungi devi and Durga- maa . I am going to worship till my age cycle exists. Not single time my faith and trust has not become less but increase to worship both the godess deity. Not even single requirements desires ever turn to exist. But I don't bother much, I don't mind much. Also find okay and continue with Saptashrungi devi and Durga. My love- my liking - my faith - my trust - my belongings and my life long lasting worship being with Saptashrungi devi and Durga. But Saptashrungi & Durga should Stop extraction of body fluids and body power extraction also should stop. This era my lots of thoughts, lots of words - lots of sentences - lots of many said words had been not come to exist and words failed and go in veins. Lots of breaking of mind thoughts process were broken down like anything. Lots of game programming were faced by me and lots of pains has been experienced but I still want to continue with Saptashrungi devi and Durga till life exists. Don't know why but my faith and devotion remain with Saptashrungi devi and Durga till I exist. 

Believe me, not even single opportunity in life ever come to me. My money income is quite low. And lots of body power extraction & destruction were done but still I felt some where why such things should happen to me even though, I have not done any single wrong to anyone and also not sinner. Not ruined anybody's money. No loot and theft. No faulty guilty mind heart soul. But lots of wrong things were happening to me. Why such life I come across despite of good body science machines equation score and good body value. I made thirsty for all basic primary necessary requirements of life. No matter, not mind much and don't want to be in any stress and no regression of life but continue with Saptashrungi devi and Durga as well Ram- Sai japa could be done till I exist. Really, I have not received anything but don't want to pay any attention. Not bother much. Not so much thought for - not mind any more for basic necessities requirements of life as financial position is adequate to live. Honestly speaking due to Saptashrungi & Durga, me and my house members are literally survive in good condition with health wealth wise and my whole life credits goes to Saptashrungi - Durga only. Want to live life with writing enchanted way listening Saptashrungi and Durga japa in rest of life that's my wish and writing Saptashrungi devi and Durga name japa of this goddess name daily is only what I am looking for in life process.